firoz

yes, i am goiung through it too. it is a nasty feeling and i know exactly how it feels. seem o lose all interests. lose apetite and get really depressed. start losing control over yourself and then just be miserable. the suiside thoughts are really bad and try to keepa way from those thoughts. especially when it is against my religion. it's really sad that when i was little everyone liked me. i was healthy and happy. never caused a problem. was really clever too. now i dont even go out much. just sit here. cant be asked to do owt. get angry over little things. gone weak (very weak) and dont eat much sometimes. i was predicted A's and B's and was in for about 10+ GCSE's. now not even half that. i am really behind in my work. i didnt do anything at school. everyone hated me. got called a loser which didnt help. now i dont even go to school.
but you have to stay determined to overcome these prblems!

Determined1

i thought sometimes to the suicide but then the study of philosophy and latin opened my mind from these limits, i have a no limits mind. Now i never think at the suicide becousei think: it's just amazing to feel emotions bad and good, to think with your mind, so also if my life is busy, confused, strange i'm always really excited in my inside coz i think HEY I'M ALIVE ! you can make everything mate, with the serious and hard study of philosophy i deleted every pain and ansia.

You have to forgot these "Standards of good life", who have decided what is bad and what is good ? you are stronger than a law or a rumor, let they think what they want, you haven't to feel bad if you hear rumors or especially notice some strange views from others, who really cares? nothing is bad, nothing is good, just have a freemind and you will have another life