Just to confirm what Kym has said. Fudgey died shortly before 3 this morning. I was asleep which i am gutted about but he was being cuddled by his dad at the time so wasnt alone.
Made the decision today was the day after seeing him in a bit of a distressing moment last night, seems like he made the choice for me

Very upset atm, not sure how ill cope without him.
My area manager has shown me her true colours today. I was supposed to be atttending a meeting in horsham for 2 hrs this morning but text at 7.30 her to say what had happened and because of that i wasnt going to go. I got a call at 9.40am with her being very unsympathetic and even went on to say 'this is all a bit convenient isnt it nicky?' :eek: (
coz i asked if i could take the afternoon off after the meeting yest) i was so shocked i couldnt even say anything when she said she wanted me in Horsham this afternoon instead!
I hung up and promptly burst into tears again.
Was so angry that when i went into the shop this afternoon i rang HR to tell them what had happened. They were very sympathetic and told me to go home, Sally was obv having a bad day.
I know she has probs with another store atm but thats no way to speak to me, esp as i am one of the most reliable managers she has on the area.
I have since rung her to say i wasnt going and this time i got an apology. Too right i say, still fuming!!
Anyway RIP Fudgey xxx