Saturday 3rd Jan 09 1200 hrs
'Come!' Dr Drempetic, a handsome compact man in his late 20s looked up from his case files as Jake tentatively entered his office.
Ah hello Jake-how are you today?' The Psychiatrist spoke English in a pleasantly accented voice. One that hinted at maybe Central or Eastern Europe. The slight American accent always relaxed Jake and made him feel less nervous.
'Please sit Jake' Dr Drempetic motioned to an easy chair across the room with a low coffee table beside it and sat opposite. The Psychiatrist smiled pleasantly at Jake.
'Did you have a good New Year?'
'Not really' came the terse response. 'In fact it was pretty crap' Jake looked miserable. He had been forced to come to these sessions because of what had happened at school and because his Dad had suddenly decided to play the stern father with him. He liked Dr Drempetic but he said very little, forcing him to do all the talking; talk that inevitably ended up being of Ben Amponsah or Arsenal.
'It was pretty crap' Drempetic repeated.
'Yes the transfer window is open again and what is the first thing that Ben does?' Jake sat waiting for the response that, as usual, never came so he ploughed on. 'Well he's only gone and sold Cesc Febragas! It's an unbelievable thing to do. Diaby I can understand-Adebayor I can understand but Cesc?'
'Unbelievable?'
'Well i guess Cesc hasn't played well for us for a couple of seasons but he's only 21 for God's sake and Arsenal's in his blood. I don't know-it feels like a betrayal....' Jake had to look out of the window as he felt the hot tears sting his eyes-he had been so emotional lately. Some of his friends had taken to describing him as an 'emo'. Others had been somewhat cruder.
'A betrayal? That's a strong description Jake-can you talk some more about that?'
'Talk!' Jake exploded, 'All I ever seem to do with you is talk! Look where it's got me! My friends think I'm gay, my enemies say it, my Dad's worried sick, my teachers think I'm a basket-case! God!' Jake pounded his fist into his lap and curled into a foetal position in the chair.
'And are you those things?'
'I don't know-some of them I guess' Jake whispered. He then reached into the back of his pocket for a folded piece of paper. The Doctor saw that inside it was a small cutting of the Arsenal Manager. Jake handed the larger piece to the Psychiatrist: it was a table of the Premiership.
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Holders - Chelsea
| Pos | Inf | Team | | Pld | Won | Drn | Lst | For | Ag | G.D. | Pts |
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| 1st | | Man Utd | | 19 | 11 | 6 | 2 | 34 | 13 | +21 | 39 |
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| 2nd | | Tottenham | | 21 | 11 | 6 | 4 | 27 | 17 | +10 | 39 |
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| 3rd | | Liverpool | | 20 | 10 | 7 | 3 | 28 | 14 | +14 | 37 |
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| 4th | | Blackburn | | 21 | 10 | 6 | 5 | 20 | 15 | +5 | 36 |
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| 5th | | Bolton | | 21 | 8 | 10 | 3 | 21 | 11 | +10 | 34 |
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| 6th | | Arsenal | | 20 | 9 | 6 | 5 | 30 | 18 | +12 | 33 |
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| 7th | | Chelsea | | 18 | 9 | 5 | 4 | 27 | 14 | +13 | 32 |
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| 8th | | Aston Villa | | 20 | 9 | 4 | 7 | 26 | 22 | +4 | 31 |
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| 9th | | Portsmouth | | 20 | 8 | 6 | 6 | 25 | 21 | +4 | 30 |
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| 10th | | Charlton | | 21 | 8 | 4 | 9 | 28 | 26 | +2 | 28 |
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| 11th | | Newcastle | | 21 | 7 | 7 | 7 | 21 | 19 | +2 | 28 |
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| 12th | | West Ham | | 21 | 7 | 6 | 8 | 17 | 26 | -9 | 27 |
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| 13th | | Q.P.R. | | 21 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 16 | 22 | -6 | 25 |
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| 14th | | Man City | | 21 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 23 | 30 | -7 | 25 |
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| 15th | | Fulham | | 21 | 6 | 6 | 9 | 18 | 25 | -7 | 24 |
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| 16th | | Wigan | | 21 | 5 | 7 | 9 | 20 | 27 | -7 | 22 |
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| 17th | | Reading | | 19 | 5 | 3 | 11 | 16 | 22 | -6 | 18 |
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| 18th | | Middlesbrough | | 21 | 3 | 8 | 10 | 15 | 28 | -13 | 17 |
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| 19th | | West Brom | | 20 | 4 | 4 | 12 | 14 | 32 | -18 | 16 |
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| 20th | | Leeds | | 21 | 2 | 5 | 14 | 13 | 37 | -24 | 11 |
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'That's why I'm so upset' Jake cried, the tears coming now. 'What are we doing there when this was the season of promise: the season when we were going to take the Premiership by storm: it's so unfair!'
'I see that you're upset Jake. What is it that makes you feel so strongly? I note that you have a crumpled picture of Ben Amponsah in your hand. What part has he played in all of this strong emotion-this rollercoaster ride?'
Jake sat and contemplated. What did he mean this manager he admired so much. This man he loved-what did it all mean-was he obsessed? Was he a psycho? He sometimes felt like it.
'I cant blame a manager who watches his team go 2 goals down at home to the League Leaders and then inspires them to come back and draw and almost win the game-I just can't'
'You are referring to the recent game at the Emirates? Do you want to talk about that?'
Jake wiped his nose with a kleenex and sighed. 'What's there to say? We started like complete lemons and ended like tigers. They were 2 goals up within 10 minutes...it was absolute disaster! And the irony was we had really taken the game to them in the 1st 6 minutes-we were making all the running and had about 5 attempts on their goal: only their goalie, Kuszczak, kept us out....'
Jake paused 'Do you know anything about football Doc?'
'Yes I do as it happens: I support my home team of Dinamo Zagreb.'
'Oh ok. Well normally Ben gets our centre backs to man mark if they are facing 2 forwards and zonally mark if there is only one. Are you keeping with me? Yes? Good. Fergie, however, being a wily sod, played only one striker with Rossi playing behind Saha. The message did't seem to have filtered down to that Donkey Senderos, however, as he was hopelessly out of position and did a passing imitation of the parting of the red sea to allow Park to run in from almost the centre circle and score. The second scored by Rossi was a hammer blow.'
Jake shivered as he recalled the dread that spread through the massed ranks of Arsenal fans with that second goal. It had seemed that Man U were intent on making a very emphatic statement right in the heart of the enemy stronghold.
'So what happened?'
'What happened was that Ben Amponsah didn't panic. That's what happened. He remained calm on the touchline: he gave some instructions to Senderos and swapped him and Tooure round. We got a penalty in the 23rd minute and I could see after that Ben was urging the players to attack and attack we did-there was nothing to lose but our pride eh? it was still pretty even but then he brought on the young Dane, Bendtner for Walcott on the 73rd minute. It wasn't popular with the crowd as we all love Theo but Ben was vindicated when Bendtner then scored with 6 or 7 minutes left: that's the 2nd time he's done that.'
'So he remains your hero then?'
'I couldn't abandon him now: I know many fans have' Jake was crying again. 'I love what he has done-listen ever since that awful defeat at Wigan we have won every game-we beat Charlton 4-3 away, we knocked Boro out of the Carling Cup and are now in the semis, we drew with Man U admittedly but they are the leaders, and beat Fulham away on Boxing day. we are getting consistency. We are the 3rd best team in the form charts. I know things will change. Rumour has it that we're going to bring in a big name in the transfer window-things will change. They have to don't they Doc?'
Jake's eyes implored the professional to agree with him but he knew what the answer would be:
'What do you think?'
Jake looked away his eyes shining 'I think they will because I think he's the best. In fact I know he is......'